where did it go?

When I was young, lying in the grass
I felt so safe in a warming bath
Of sunlight.

Fast open sky could do no harm
Like an embrace of a mother's arms
In sunlight.

With every year that came to pass
More clouds appear until the sky went black
And now there's
No sunlight, No sunlight.
And now there's
No sunlight, No sunlight anymore.

You dissapeared with the same speed
The idealistic things i believed
The optimist died inside of me.

No sunlight, No sunlight.

i laid in the sun, for many years. thrived in its light, basked in its warmth. now there is no sun. it is dark. it is cold. i am scared. i can't see where i'm going, what i'm doing. i have to trust that i will be led in the right direction. led again, back to the light.